Old, but cute

An old song that has given me a lot of memories and which I love very much

Chapter 3 - The break

Days were passing and she thought that she forgot him. At least she tried. Marian was very sweet and careful with her. Everyday was by her side trying to do his best so that Sarah could be satisfied. Soon will be the birthday of Sarah and he was thinking what to buy for her. Finally he bought something and went to her:

- Hi, Sarah! Happy birthday! and he kissed her. She tried to avoid him because she didn’t want to make him suffer.

- Ohh..hi! and thanks. It’s a beautiful rose but you shouldn’t bother.

- Uhm…you don’t like it…

She saw the grimace on his face and she tried to do things well.

- Look, I really like your gift. I love it. It’s very beautiful and it means a lot for me. You don’t receive a beautiful red rose daily so it’s nice.

- Uhm…yeah. Now you try to make me feel good but you know, it only makes me feel awful.

- Sorry. It wasn’t my intention. And then she kissed him. After that, Marian started to feel good and to show some happiness on his face.

Next day at school Sarah was with her friends on the school hall, talking. Lucy saw “blue eyes” but in the same time she saw that Marian was coming to Sarah and she didn’t know how to make Sarah to see “blue eyes”. It was something instant that Lucy said:

- Hey, Sarah. Look, that neon is broken. It doesn’t work.

- Uhm…what?!

- The neon. Doesn’t work.

- Ha ha. And why should I care?

- Just look. But quick.

In that moment Marian hugged her and because she couldn’t see the neon she had to turn and watch. But when she rolled she saw “blue eyes” and she figured out why Lucy told her about the neon. She was blushing and Marian asked her what happened.

- Uhm…nothing. Do you want to go somewhere with me?

- Yes. Of course. Where?

She didn’t hear what Marian said because she was thinking at “blue eyes” and she was trying to find him. When she finally found him she started to stare at him. Marian tried to ask her different things but her mind was far away. He finally realized that something wasn’t right but he ignored it.

- Sarah!? Come on, let’s go.

- Uhm…OK. Let’s go. She hardly moved away from “blue eyes” but she did it.

Marian observed that their relation has changed. He tried to speak with Sarah but she didn’t came to school few days. He also tried to call her but she didn’t answered. After a week of absence Sarah returned to school and then she talked with Marian.

- Marian, listen. I have something to tell you.

- Of course, baby. I want to talk to you too about a few things.

- Ok. Uhm…let’s go somewhere where we won’t be disturbed.

- Sure. I know the right place.

In their way both of them were thinking how to start and how to tell what they want without making the other feel uncomfortable.

- Ok. That’s the place.

It was a beautiful restaurant where they went. The atmosphere was so romantic; on the table were candles and in the middle was a red rose.

- Ok. Do you like here?

- Uhm…Yes. It’s a nice place. But I need to talk with you.

- Yes. Of course. But wait a sec to order something.

- No. I can’t wait.

- Ohhh…Ok. Then start.

- Look. About our relation…

- About this I want to talk too.

- Then say first.

- No. It’s ok. I’ll wait.

- Ok. Listen…I think that what we have isn’t a relation. It was in a hurry and honestly I don’t feel anything for you. I love someone else and I can’t be with you. It’s not fair for you to be with me and it’s not fair for me neither to think on someone else while I’m with you. So it’s better if we break and we try to be friends because honestly, none of us feel something like love, real love for the other. Am I right?

- …

- Marian!?

- Uhm…yes. I think you’re right.

- Ok. Now that all it’s over, tell me what you wanted to tell me.

- Uhm…no. Nothing. It was stupid of me to think about it.

And in that moment he walked away and he disappeared.

Blue eyes

I stare into your eyes
your beautiful blue eyes...
inside they hold stories
some to make you cry.
I hate the fact this happend to you
I hate the things you've been through
But still you're here, I'm glad you're strong,
I make you smile while helping you along.
I think of the stories your eyes behold
but still I wait for them to be told.
I know you'll tell me when the time is right
I know you'll tell me when your mind is right.
I hardly see you but feel like I need you
I know it takes a lil work, a challenge won't hurt.
I want to see you, the real you
that hides behind the big beautiful blue eyes.

by Zak.

Delete from my diary 2 days

Today I will delete from my diary
two days: yesterday and tomorrow.

Yesterday was to learn and
tomorrow will be the consequence
of what I can do today.

Today I will face life
with the conviction that this day
will not ever return.

Today is the last opportunity
I have to live intensely,
as no one can assure me that,
I will see tomorrows sunshine.

Today I will be brave enough
not to let any opportunity pass me by,
my only alternative is to succeed.

Today I will invest
my most valuable resource:my time,
in the most transcendental work:
my life.

I will spend each minute
passionately to make
of today a different
and unique day in my life.

Today I will defy every obstacle
that appears on my way trusting
I will succeed.

Today I will resist
pessimism and will conquer
the world with a smile,
with the positive attitude
of expecting always the best.

Today I will make of every ordinary
task a sublime expression.
Today I will have my feet on the ground
understanding reality and the stars gaze
to invent my future.

Today I will take the time to be happy
and will leave my footprints and my
presence in the hearts of others.

by HumAyuN

The reason why we cried

Someday, we'll forget
the hurt,
the reason we cried
and
who caused us pain.
We'll finally realize that
the secret of being free
is not revenge
but
letting things unfold in
their own way and own time.
After all what matters is not
the first
but
the last chapter of our life
which shows how well we
ran the race.
So
SMILE, LAUGH, FORGIVE
BELIEVE and LOVE all over
again.

by HumAyuN

whenever you feel alone

I'll Stay,
Whenever You Feel Alone.
When There Is Something Wrong,
We Will Make It Right.

I'll Be There,
Whenever You Need Me.
When You Have A Problem,
Together We'll Solve It.

I'll Understand,
Whenever You Get Mad.
If You Can't Forgive Me,
I'll Just Wait For Your Forgiveness.

I'll Come With You,
Whenever You Want To Go.
If You Need Someone To Be With,
I'll Go With You.

I'll Be Your Armor,
Whenever You Get Hurt.
If You Feel That Your Down,
I'll Never Let You Fall.

by HumAyuN

Chapter 2 - Another option

It was the middle of October when she found out something that hurt her. The day started like the other days since she was in high school: classes, teachers, breaks. In one break she was at the bathroom with her friend, Lucy.

- What are you planning to do this weekend? asked Sarah.

- Uhm…honestly…I don't have a plan. Why? Do you want to go somewhere?

- Yes. Could you please go with me…

- Yes?! Where to go?

- …

- Sarah?!

She was absent. Looking through the window she saw that “blue eyes” was with someone. It was a girl and he was hugging and kissing her with so much passion. In that moment Sarah felt that the world was crushing over her and she couldn’t breathe anymore. She felt that she was plunging into the darkness. Her friend, who knew about the “blue eyes”, tried to do something for her to react. But it was useless. She was there only with the body because with the soul she was far away.

- Sarah! Sarah! Wake up, please! said Lucy. Come on, you can’t be serious.

- Uhm…what? What happened?!

- What??? You don’t remember?

- Uhm…

- You don’t remember anything?!

- No. What should I remember?

- You saw “blue eyes”.

- Ooo…

And in that moment she started to cry and to say that she hasn’t luck; that her life is useless. After a few minutes, she stoped crying and told to her friend:

- You know something?! It’s such a shame on me to cry for someone that I don’t know. I’m wasting my time. It's stupid, you know, and sick to be upset on life just because one boy is with someone else.

- Wow! That’s my girl!

- But I love him with all my soul...

- Yes...I know but you have to move on. Think that it wasn't meant for you and that God has something else for you, something better.

- Yeah...I know. But...

Since that day she was trying to forget everything about him and concentrate on her life. After a few days another friend introduced her to a boy named Marian. He had brown eyes, curly hair and was sweet enough to love him. Sarah didn’t want to be with him but when she saw that he loves her and he wants to be with her no matter what, she reconsidered.

That moment triggered the start of a cute romance between them. A beautiful love story. At least from one point of view.

Sunshine

You are like the morning sun on my face
When I'm here with you, there's no better place.
And when the trials of the day get me down
You take my frown and you turn it around
When you smile at me,
you just smile at me...
There is nothing that I'd rather see
than the smile I know is only for me.
And when the day is finally through,
I wish for just a smile from you
And you smile at me
you just smile at me
You make the world a better place,
You put the smile upon my face.
You bring sunshine into my day
and chase the lonely times away
when you smile at me,
you just smile at me...

from zak.